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Circumnavigating my own existence
Have I been here before?
Created on 2005-09-29 03:08:01 (#8413120), last updated 2006-05-22
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Basic Info| Name: | herky_jerky |
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| Location: | Pennsylvania, United States |
BioThis is a social experiment per se.
Furthermore, it is an exercise in truth, and personal growth. I have buried myself deep beneath the perception of others. I just may be a pathological liar, but I can't decide.
I am genuinely under the influence that all things are relative: an impression which has virtually destroyed my concept of self, all esteem included. The opinion of others is very important to me, and for that I am ashamed, but despite my attempts to change the fact I still hide most aspects of my emotional self from even my closest friends, maybe they especially.
I am presenting myself as I appear to myself, unrestrained, unabashed, and ready for reflection on what I think are my actual notions, pains, fears, yearnings, etc.
All who care to join me, goad me, lead me or tease me, advise, or admonish me are welcome to do so, as long as honesty remains intact.
Furthermore, it is an exercise in truth, and personal growth. I have buried myself deep beneath the perception of others. I just may be a pathological liar, but I can't decide.
I am genuinely under the influence that all things are relative: an impression which has virtually destroyed my concept of self, all esteem included. The opinion of others is very important to me, and for that I am ashamed, but despite my attempts to change the fact I still hide most aspects of my emotional self from even my closest friends, maybe they especially.
I am presenting myself as I appear to myself, unrestrained, unabashed, and ready for reflection on what I think are my actual notions, pains, fears, yearnings, etc.
All who care to join me, goad me, lead me or tease me, advise, or admonish me are welcome to do so, as long as honesty remains intact.
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acting, altered states of consciousness, anarchism, art, astral projection, auras, beauty, being a bibliophile, being a dichotomous freak, books, chaos, cleanliness, communication, conflicting emotions, dancing, darwinism, death, drama, emotion, existence, existentialism, extraterrestrials, fear, fire, gardening, hellraiser, humanity, instant gratification, language, laws, learning, life, lust, manifesting change, materialism, meaning, music, nature, night, nihilism, occultism, order, pain, palmistry, philosophy, physics, pleasure, poetry, pondering my dichotomous nature, quantum physics, reading, relativity, religion, remote viewing, science, self-control, shiney things, skepticism, sleep, so-called meaning, solitude, spirituality, tarot, telekinesis, telepathy, temptation, the balance, the lucifer principle, the passage of time, theater, things i cannot know, transcendentalism, wanting to know everything/everyone, wanting to understand everything/everyone, writing
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